Tuesday, 20 December 2011


" Kak Farah, kenape sambal ni rasa dia pelik aje. Macam tak cukup something."

" Hmmm... Arina dah letak asam? "

Oh sh*t. How come did i forget that most important ingredient?

No asam, No sambal.

I threw everything i could to save that dinner.

And miraculously it worked.


Silly me.

Sunday, 18 December 2011

Between Anger, Hatred, Vengeance, Remorse and Repentance.

Seriously, Egypt.

     If you think that the big 25th January Revolution thing is gonna change your country, well,, look back. Maybe you should start come to work on time. Drink and eat less during your working time. Start having an over-time work. Not just an everyday 8am-3pm. To my utmost concern, please! Do start renovating the 'visa place'. And start having the numbering system. So that we won't miss our class. And leisurely kill our 6 hours of time by standing. YOU HAVE HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE IN FRONT OF YOUR COUNTER, FOR GOD'S SAKE! There're 10 dots away to strike the number 3. I think you can still manage to receive our forms, aite? You just asked us to go back home? WE HAVE EXAMS COMING UP!!! How can we able to do this thing all over again next week, huh?

Rather than swearing out loud, i overcome my anger, hatred and vengeance by remorse and repentance. i coax my boiling heart by asking Allah for forgiveness. For me. For the person. For the other person.

And a trip to Khayzuran for our late lunch + early dinner.

You have so much to improve. Seriously.

Friday, 16 December 2011

Tok Aba

I called him. It was short. But it was meaningful. I miss him. I felt great knowing that his fine and healthy. Till we meet again.

Your granddaughter.

Sunday, 11 December 2011

Rare, Precious.

Her name is Nadhirah. And she's three days old.

Friday, 9 December 2011

The One That I've Been Waiting

i've been waiting for her all these years of my life.
been living without a cousin for almost 19 years without a cousin.On my father's side of course. i have tonnes of cousins on my mother's side.

This little one doesn't have a name yet. Her mother, my MakNgah Lin bought all the baby clothes in blue. Expecting her infant to be a 'he', i guess ( got this form Busu Edah)
Allah knows Best.

Above all,
i'm just effing happy little sister!
Although the age difference might makes you to be my daughter. LOL.

Welcome to our crazy happy family!

P/S: dental treatment discounts. XD

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

One Fine Tuesday Morning

i didn't even get a six hours sleep. But my eyes're open widely when i woke up for subuh's prayer. Like i've been sleeping continuously for ten hours.

i made breakfast today. together with my other chef-of-the-day, Kak Fara.
at 7.30am today we ate Kampung Fried Rice with a nice hot Lipton tea.

i just got the feeling that today is special;
like every single thing that i do brings great meanings.

wake up in early in the morning to worship our Creator;
thanking Him for giving us another one more day to breathe, to live, to cherish every little things around us.

made breakfast for the people you love;
deep inside that very little chamber of your heart, you pray that these people will have the His blessings, being happy and being able to study very hard- just by having the meal that you served for them.

the feeling when you want to impress Him. and the people you love. just by doing these tiny little things.

like life is worth it.

And it occured to me, again. that,, you don't need any special day that you obliged to; like New Year's Day. for you to set your aims and hopes throughout the year. for you to collect yourself, and bring the pieces of your life together. so that you can see the bigger picture of it.

so that you can feel good about yourself.

It can just be any day.

When you have that day, don't let it pass you by.
Grab it, hold it tight.

So that you can feel rejuvenated.

Just like me.

And i thank Allah for all that it is.

Friday, 25 November 2011


Hey new year!

i'm greeting you with a big smile on my face; aiming for the better in the future insyaallah.

Journey's never fun without some bumpy rides.
So, don't forget to buckle up your seatbelt!

Dear Someone,

Thanks for the dedication. i really, REALLY wanna show you all my current 30 teeth (how's that possible eh?) when i smiled reading it. 

Stay strong in the battlefield!


Sunday, 20 November 2011

The Last Official Battle

Dear Love,

we know that you know that we're talking about you. No name should be mentioned. This will be the last official battle for you. Ours had ended 2 years ago. We're waiting for you to be free, at last! Simply because our heart can't stop pumping out blood so fast, when thinking about chatting and skyping with you! Insyaallah, in another one month.

i saw that you've already packed your rifles. we're quite sure that you're not gonna miss the targets. after all, you're the sniper among us. we do believe in you. in your capabilities. and you know that we've got you cover.

reach out your walkie talkie when you need backup, soldier!

with prays to Allah and our best wishes for you!

Sunday, 13 November 2011

Winter '11

Rain drizzled in Cairo.

Finally, winter has come.

Ahlan ya Shitaa'!

Saturday, 12 November 2011


Dr.Mahmoud mentioned it again today. About the blind man.

"Spring is coming. But i can't see the flowers."

touched my heart somehow.

Friday, 4 November 2011


i'll walk down this road...

i'll drive on this road...

had my pictures taken at this bench..

watch the scenery through this very window.

New Zealand.
I'll come to you insyaallah.

Sunday, 30 October 2011

During Those Three Months.

the very interesting trip begins!

the neighbours, not forgotten =)

most of these big creatures came from India.

Siput and Selendang.

a bath together

i've never seen my face this happy before =D

fun splash!

meet my American sister, Marlena. Malay name: Afia.
sisters forever. <3

woops. Amirah's hand in the picture.

After a year together, it's time for Abang Adam return to Germany. I manage to fly back before he does. A short meeting, but enough to have a delicious, memorable dinner together. Abang Adam, thanks for being my brother. You had fulfill one of my dreams. Till we meet again, insyaallah!

Malay and Siamese cuisine.


Abang Adam!

My last picture with him

LOL. i didn't know my parents can act like this. =)

Ok. this is one of Afia's firsts. Sewing XD

A nice gathering with my Asduta sisters and DUrian seniors.
Sis Aishah's fav cake. It's her birthday!

The six of us. From left: Sis Aishah, Sis Farra, Me, Arif, Faiz and  Abang Azrul.

The Ladies

The Guys

At the end, we try out the macaroon. The taste was not like i imagine it to be. No more macaroon for a year. Too sweet. My teeth're begging me to stop eating it. =P

One of the things that i'm envy of. US really has cool, sweet, fun stuffs that Malaysia doesn't have.

chocolate chip cookie dough.

trip to Penang

We're different! but we're sisters <3

Lazy monkey

Afia with Ma and Aba

The siblings!

Makan-makan. at Gurney Drive.

Last stop before going back.

This really gave my tongue a pleasant surprise. Simply loving it.

wish i would have the time to eat with Jabir. Sorry BFF. I promised. but i can't make it. next year insyaallah?

Kak Kid's visit to KL. a wonderful person i might say =)


Jamuan Aidilfitri PJST4.

Bapak-bapak sekalian.

The Family. Amirah's missing.

Daddy's girl

With dear Ma

Late night trip to Jalan TAR

They share the same features

got fascinated by this Bangladesh/Pakistani guy


been trying to make one for the past 10 years.

even the non Malay can do it

Amirah's first three

Mine is in the making! 

Raya Day.
Things happened.
Whether it's happy or sad,
i'm with my family.
That's what made it the BEST one!

20-years old and ongoing...

This was my first raya looked like.

Second raya

Dramatic much?!

Sisters in Cotton

Along Razef belanja!!!!!!!!!

Makngah Lin and Pakngah Nazri

Neklong Chah

Annual picture. the same house, the same window.

the merdeka boy

Will be missing Malaysia.
The End.