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Tuesday 25 January 2011

New Design

Hello there earthlings!

I changed my blog design again. I am truly sorry to those who didn't like it. But I personally think that this one is better than the previous.   =)

Do leave me a comment. I need your opinion. Thanks a bunch!

Tuesday 18 January 2011

Puteri Asduta 2009

I want you to meet my friends of 7 years.


From left : Tiara.Erni.Syina.Siti.Nas.Me.Ain.Fiera.Moon.Diba.Mira Midon.




I met these gorgeous girls in my high school years. They were my hostel friends!
We live together for 5 years. We study, eat, laugh, and cry together. We GREW UP together. With them I discover the life of a teenager.

Every one of them have special characteristics that I'll never forget in my entire life. Because, each one of these awesome ladies have truly made my life even more beautiful!




.: TIARA :.
She's an energetic woman! Gosh,, I really love her energy. So powerful. You can see it while she's playing netball. And the way she speaks too! One of the best Malay debator I've ever met =)
In Form 1, we're in the same dorm. Everyday look at the calendar,counting the days until we can go back home for holiday. Haha.. Those were the days when we're homesick.
Oh yeah, and I love the way she speaks javanese with her mom. LOL  XD


.: ERNI :.
A very hilarous girl. I can't stop my laugh when she starts to make jokes. But you might be petrified by her death glare. You don't wanna make her mad for sure. Tiara's her best buddy. Always together. Erni's the one that always lead our weekly exercuse in hostel. She's sooooooooooo IN to it! I like her when she put her effort in it. She always thinking and creating new moves to fit with the songs. And totally,, all of us really enjoy the time. ^^


.: SYINA :.
I know this babe when she enroll our school in Form 4. At first, she looks very quite, but once you get to know her,, WALAO! very talkative indeed. She has a good sense in fashion.  ( I like that! ) Always wear contact lenses with different colours. I remembered there was a day she wore a pair of green contact lenses. And all Aspura said she's an alien. LOL  =D   Plus, she has a unique feature too. She looks like chinese, fair skin but with big eyes.


.: SITI :.
A very polite and decent girl. She's Syina's bestfriend since Form 1 when they studied together in different high school. Despite their closeness, all of us can still be good friends. She doesn't like to shout. I'll always envy her patience. I do think she's a very strong girl inside because she face a lot of hardships near SPM. But still, she manage to do it  =)  I'll always miss the nights that the two of us,, together with Fiera.. put lotion before going to bed.


.: NAS :.
Gadis hitam manis. kecil molek pulak tu. Everyone adore's her red face when she's blushing. =P
Love her expression when she's panic. Haha.. Tapi, Nas nie.. garang orangnye. We're in the same class since Form 1. And in the same Prefectorial Board of SMKDU for 3 years! Ohh,, she's a good listener too. and she can keep your secrets very well.  =)


.: AIN :.
What can I say about her?? I think most of the school knows her name. She's very active in co-curricular activities. A teachers' pet too. She made a good team with Amar. They did well together. Moreover, she's very hardworking too. You'll never see her do other things aside from doing revision in prep room. Everywhere she goes, a book is a must. She even got her Chemistry book beside her bed. Admire her will to study!


.: FIERA :.
Our KA. or Ketua Asrama. Sangat lemah lembut. Everything she does, she does it gracefully. Even when playing netball. We always been a pair. She's the GA. and I'm the GS. =)
She's a great traditional dancer! We've been performing together for 2 years. Fiera,, dia lah ketua bile nak order burger tengah malam buta. Haha.. I really appreciate it when she says that I'm a good listener.


.: MOON :.
A tall, skinny girl. Very quite. But she's a very good friend. She never leaves her friends no matter what happens. She's always with Paem. Bila Paem lambat pegi skola, Moon pun lambat juga. Sebab tunggu Paem. A very loyal person. But supersensitive. But all of us understands her very well. She's my mate when in the Dining Hall. Because both of us were always left behind,, sebab makan lambat. Hehe...


.: DIBA :.
Huisshhh... hahahaha... Remember this girl clearly in my head. Sebab dia suka ikut kepala sendiri, tak pikir pasal orang lain. Buat apa yang dia suka, tak kira orang marah ke tak. Brave girl indeed! Dia lah hantu bila nak kena kan orang time sambut birthday. But she had the worst! Haha.. serves you right my friend. Lain kali pikir dulu ye. Ehehe.... She's always listen to my problems.. And she likes to hear my stories. All of them! Especially when related to guys.. of course. Thanks for being there when you're needed!


.: MIRA MIDON :.
Famous kot name nieyh?? Haha.. Suka buat hal ngan kitorang. LOL   XD
She's a one tough girl. Sebab bila kitorang marah jee.. dia boleh pulak buat dono je.. Haha.
Ape2 pun, she's a soft hearted person.. yang tak simpan dendam banyak sangat like other people would. You're always be the clown among us. Jangan rasa dipersendakan, sebab without you, our life will be dull. Sebab tak de orang yang kitorang nak kena kan.. Hehe..  Selalu je gaduh ngan minah nie.. but whatever happens, you'll still be my friend dunia akhirat insyaallah!





Why I'm writing this?

Because I miss you girls soooooooooo much!




P/S : Have fun at the Reunion girls !

Friday 14 January 2011

The Observer

Wassup people?
Doing great??

Or

Suffocating in your life???

Well, that does not concern me the most. Because today's post I would like to share with you guys something that are very common in life. Yet,, we never really take it seriously.

A couple of months ago, I had this little conversation with a close friend of mine. He brought up the topic,Judge and Being Judged. At that time, I don't really quite understand what he's saying. He promised to tell me more about it when we meet up in Malaysia. Well,, hopefully we can.  >.<

He said,  "we all have been judged, as a matter of fact we are constantly being judged by other ppl..."

Which is very true! We do it in our daily lives.

Example : When we saw an Indian man driving a BMW.. our minds wonder whether he is the owner... or the driver.. Right??? Hey,, I'm don't have any racial discrimination okayhh.. but it's the truth kan?

 
In my opinion, judging people based on first impression is not a sin. It's essential in order to know more about the people you're gonna deal with. So that you are prepared. And so that you won't feel 'unarmed'. if I could put it like this. Even the interviewers, judge the interviewees based on first impression. You would not want to hire a chef with long hair kan?? It's unhygienic! habis semua orang kena food poisoning nanti.

On the other hand, we always..forever being judge by other people. The way we dress, the way we speak, the people that we mingle around with, our behaviour, and mostly,,  we being judge by the decisions that we make and the way we live our lives. If the result is positive, then it's ok. But what I wanna highlight in this point is,, when people have bad impressions on you. When they think that what they're doing is the right way or even worse.. they gossips bout you. And this, will make OTHER people think bad about you.


A few days ago, I read a blog. About something that concerns my life here, in Egypt. The post is about how the blogger blamed the other party for not doing their job well and neglect their responsibilities to the newbies. I found it very provocative. Bagai menyimbah minyak ke api yang marak.

As if...

The blogger is the Attorney.
The newbies are the Plaintiff.
The other party is the Defendant.

And of course, the blog itself is the Court. 



As I was reading the post, I found it rather similar with what I talk before. Judge and Being Judged. It certainly shows that the other party is at blame. Without any research, or any confirmation to know whether the story is true or just a gossip.

When judging people, the Judge will ALWAYS win.
And the people that Being Judged will ALWAYS lose.

That's the obvious rule.
It's human's nature. Human does not like to admit that he is wrong.


Between Judge and Being Judge. Two party involve.
But we always forget the third one. The Observer.

The one that will sit aside and observe the whole situation. Think. And make conclusions. The Observer is the REAL JUDGE. Not the people who claim other people are wrong ; in this case, the blogger.


Who are The Observer?
They are the people who comment on the blogger's post. And other people who read the post. And also the people who know the situation very well in the reality world.


So, when we're judging people... Don't forget. There are others who're gonna judge you too!


P/S: Don't be a hypocrite.

Wednesday 5 January 2011

Trap

Have you ever love someone so dearly,
But that person disappears from your life
Like dust. Fade away by the wind?

Trap by No Min Woo
Surprisingly, love that spreads as I erase it

Like fate, eyes watch only one place
You touched my heart that used to be ice in front of the world

Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears


Don’t leave me, I can’t let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday


Don’t love anyone else, I’m here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you


Like fate, I meet you again on this day
The words I could not say and was clogged like dust


Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears


Don’t leave me, I can’t let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday


Don’t love anyone else, I’m here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you



A tale of a god who truly in love with a beautiful goddess. But the goddess loves a human being. When the man died, the goddess decided to follow his path. Sadly, She asked the god to do her a favour to ease her pain. She asked him to kill her using his knife; which is the only weapon that can harm her. She died in his hand. Become dust, and fade with the wind. With great sorrow he brought his broken heart to earth and live among the human. Thousand years after that he met a fox goddess which her  face resembles his previous lover. He was trap in his own love. Yearning for the fox goddess's love. Like a history been repeated, the fox goddess too.. loves a human being. Afraid to lose her again, the god tried many ways to destroy her love towards the man. He doesn't believe that a human being would sacrifice his own life for the sake of love. Only when the man prove it to him that we would die to save the fox goddess, that the god approve the man's love was true. He let the fox goddess lives with the man realizing that he cannot force her to love him and she is not his goddess.


This is the song that resembles his feelings. I really like this song. It's so sad. =(
I give you the korean lyrics too!


Deot

지독하게지울수록 퍼져가던 사랑아
Ji-dok-ha-ge… Ji-ul-su-rok peo-jyeo-ga-deon sa-rang-a

운명처럼 한곳만을 바라봤던 눈이
Un-myeong-cheo-reom han-got-man-eul ba-ra-bwatt-deon du nun-i

세상 앞에 얼음같던 나를 안던 손길이
Se-sang ap-e eol-eum-gat-deon na-reul an-deon son-gil-i

가슴 깊은 곳에 잠들어 내게 나를 가두고 나를 숨쉬게 하네
Ga-seum gip-eun gos-e jam-deul-eo nae-ge na-reul ga-du-go na-reul sum-swi-ge ha-ne

추억 깊은 곳에 찌들어 나의 아픔이 한숨이 눈물로 쬐어와
Chu-eok gip-eun gos-e jji-deul-eo na-eui a-peum-i han-sum-i nun-mul-ro jjoe-eo-wa

나를 떠나가지마 너를 보낼 없어
Na-reul ddeo-na-ga-ji-ma neo-reul bo-nael su eobs-eo

엇갈렸던 운명에 너의 손을 놓치고
Eot-gal-ryeott-deon un-myeong-e neo-eui son-eul noh-chi-go

매일 아프고 아프게 이름 불러봐
Mae-il a-peu-go a-peu-ge ni i-reum bul-ryeo-bwa

다른 사랑하지마 내가 여기 있잖아
Da-reun sa-rang-ha-ji-ma nae-ga yeo-gi itt-janh-a

너를 만난 그날로 수천번씩 돌아가
Neo-reul man-na geu-nal-ro su-cheon-beon-sshik dol-a-ga

너를 안아줄 안아줄 그날을 그려봐
Neo-reul an-a-jul an-a-jul geu-nal-eul geu-ryeo-bwa

운명처럼 너를 다시 보게 되는 오늘이
Un-myeong-cheo-reom neo-reul da-shi bo-ge doe-neun o-neul-i

못하고 먼지처럼 뒤엉켰던 말들이
Mal mot-ha-go meon-ji-cheo-reom dwi-eong-kyeott-deon mal-deul-i

가슴 깊은 곳에 잠들어 내게 나를 가두고 나를 숨쉬게 하네
Ga-seum gip-eun gos-e jam-deul-eo nae-ge na-reul ga-du-go na-reul sum-swi-ge ha-ne

추억 깊은 곳에 찌들어 나의 아픔이 한숨이 눈물로 쬐어와
Chu-eok gip-eun gos-e jji-deul-eo na-eui a-peum-i han-sum-i nun-mul-ro jjoe-eo-wa

나를 떠나가지마 너를 보낼 없어
Na-reul ddeo-na-ga-ji-ma neo-reul bo-nael su eobs-eo

엇갈렸던 운명에 너의 손을 놓치고
Eot-gal-ryeott-deon un-myeong-e neo-eui son-eul noh-chi-go

매일 아프고 아프게 이름 불러봐
Mae-il a-peu-go a-peu-go ni i-reum bol-ryeo-bwa

다른 사랑하지마 내가 여기 있잖아
Da-reun sa-rang-ha-ji-ma nae-ga yeo-gi itt-janh-a

너를 만난 그날로 수천번씩 돌아가
Neo-reul man-na geu-nal-ro su-cheon-beon-sshik dol-a-ga

너를 안아줄 안아줄 그날을 그려봐
Neo-reul an-a-jul an-a-jul geu-nal-eul geu-ryeo-bwa

This is the inside story of My Girlfriend is a Gumiho ( korean drama). One of the best drama I've ever watched. ^^